JAANE KYU?...

Jaane kyu aaj kuchh kehna chahti hun,
Jaane kyu chup na rehkar,
Kuchh bolna chahti hu.

Kuchh to hai jo sunana chahti hu,
Par shabdo mein nahi dhaalna chahti hu,

Dil ki baat ko zubaan tak lana chahti hun,
Par kehte-kehte, chup reh jana chahti hun.

Jo keh nahi paati, use likhna chahti hun,
Kuchh ka kuchh kehkar chhupana chahti hun.

Man kya keh raha hai samjhna chahti hun,
Samajh kar lafzon mein daalna chahti hun.

Jaane kyu aaj kuchh kehna chahti hun,
Jaane kyu chup na rehkar,
Kuchh bolna chahti hun...
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Jaane kyu???...Jo kehna chahti hu keh nahi paati...lol..This is the "thing" which MADE me n will MAKE me write more poems..huh!! :D :P ..sometimes what I want to say I can't say coz I think someone is there(above) who don't want me to say those things but want me to frame what i want to say in words so that a new poem can be made outta it..huh!!! what was tht??? :O ...shayad mere andar ka poet kood kood kar bahar aa rha hai... lol :D :D :P

THE POET INSIDE ME

That shiny, bright ray of sun,
That chirping of birds on my window,
Brings out the poet inside me.

That beautiful soul of my Mom,
That loving heart of my dad,
Brings out the poet inside me.

That wonderful silver moon,
That pole star up above the sky,
Brings out the poet inside me.

That poetry of my grandpa,
That tooti-footi shayri of my bro,
Brings out the poet inside me.

Those thoughts inside my mind,
Those emotions inside my heart,
Brings out the poet inside me.
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The poet inside me...Just thought of writing it..when i completed my "OTHER SIDE OF ME"..I wanted to know what makes me write poems..n Y only POEMS..huh!! n wrote this one...hehe it has those "MOON, SKY n STUFF" in it which most or say each n every poem of mine is n will be lacking.. :P :D

THE OTHER SIDE OF ME

When I smile,
No one sees the crying side of me.
When I enjoy'
No one sees the mourn side of me.
When I am active,
No one sees the lazy side of me.
When I speak,
No one sees the dumb side of me.
When I steal
No one sees the needy side of me.
When I m tough,
No one sees the soft side of me.
When I watch,
No one sees the blind side of me.
When I run,
No one sees the paralysed side of me.
When I am casual,
No one sees the caring side of me.
When I hurt,
No one sees the loving side of me.
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hmm...This one is my very first poem..The very first poem of my life..This was that poem which made me explore ME in MYSELF!! From this poem only i gotta know about my writing skills..although they are not that good..but now I know, HOW n WHEN to take out a pen n color the paper with my emotions. :)

A POEM FOR A FRIEND

I was surfing through the net
and found a guy who was quite different
he was dancing like a mad:))
as a guy was about to wed
the most funny thing was that
the wedding was being done on net
his only work is to blush
as every single gal is his crush
he is always full of zest
and once he got the tag of naughtiest
the guy is quite dashing and innocent:P
talking with him make me feel pleasant:)
hope HIRAL won't read this statement:o:P
some people call him TT:));))
although his name is arpit:P
He is the one from those fewest
whom I think kewlest;)
only thing he perfectly know is to laugh
also he is a member of our totla staff:P:D:))
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I just love this poem..n this friend of mine too..A really kewl person, a really good friend n of course a perfect blend of maturity n naughtiness..n this poem was incomplete without those smileys.. i must mention that..That's what made me to write for him... :) >:D<
He needs no further explanation... :P :)

SOCHA NA THA...

socha nahi tha aise likhungi kabhi
dil ki baaton ko shabdo mei bayaan karungi kabhi
kyu khushiyo ka saath chhodkar
ye shabd gam ka saath dete hain
kuchh naya sochkar
kore kagaz ko rangne ki sochte hain
kyu sab door jaye ja rahe hain
aage badhte hue peechhe dekhna bhool rhe hain
naye chaurahe par pahuchkar
kyu bhool rahe hain un galiyon ko
rasta jo dikhakar
mile rahi hain tumhe mila rahi hain tumhari manzilo ko
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All the incidents and emotions depicted in this poem are fictitious and have no resemblance of any person living or dead..lol :P Thats what i have to say about this poem..hehe.. although I wrote this poem, but still I didn't understand the pun within it.. :) :P...

UNCERTAIN...

Badla hua hai din
badli hui si hai ye raat
badli hui hai zameen
badla hua sa hai asmaan
kyu sab hai badla hua
kyu sab lag raha hai naya
ye subah kuchh adhoori hai
sabki koi na koi majboori hai
sab kuchh hai shaant
charo taraf hai ekaant
badal gaye hain sab
bade ho gaye hain sab
badli nahi hu, to main
bas chhoti hi reh gyi hun main
ja chuke hain sab bahot aage
peechhe reh gyi hun main
laut ke akar shayad pehchan jaoge
yahi sochkak nahi badli hun main...
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hmm..This one's my first hindi poem :P :) didn't knew about my writing skills...hindi vaali.. :P..
I was looking out of my window, imagined my life without friends, cousins, parents n the loving one's...n wrote this poem. As I am growing, the life n my emotions are growing..m making new friends, new feelings..but along with that I just don't want to forget my past, my present, n my loving ones..M too POSSESSIVE for them :P...

REFLECTION OF MY EMOTIONS

Sometimes i feel so lonely

As if all are gone Who were sitting next to me closely

I found nothing when I turned around

In search of something I turn round 'n' round

Something has changed As if i m exchanged

Exchanged with a lonely soul

Who has nothing but tears n all

I miss those days when I was small

When I used to hide myself on mummy's call

Gone are those days when i was happy

Now my loneliness follows me to make me unhappy

Many times I tried to friendship the world

But no one responded when I called

Still some hope is left in my heart

To get back all my sweethearts

But when I get my happiness

I am gonna miss you my loneliness.

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This was my very first emotional poem..huh!! emotional...well after writing this poem i couldn't believe that i wrote it, as I am or I should say I was not at all like this..Like this bole to so emotional types...lol..well I m still not..but kabhi kabhi chalta hai..:P Wrote it when i fought with my mom..USUALLY I don't fight :O :P but...:P ;)...